The first time I felt called to the priesthood, I firmly rejected the idea for all the stereotypical reasons. I wasn’t holy enough, I desired a family, I was too young, and outside of the sacraments I didn’t know what a priest did. I began to pray that these thoughts of the priesthood would go away, but they never did. Knowing that this calling was from God, I began praying for answers to these questions and for the strength to say yes to the priestly vocation. The most profound moments of peace and consolation came while praying the rosary. I had no great Marian devotion prior to discerning the priesthood, but soon Mary became the driving force in my discernment. Before telling my friends and family that I was even thinking about becoming a priest, I went to my parish and knelt before a statue of Mary. There I humbled myself and asked for guidance in accepting this call. At that time it was evident that Mary would continue to guide me throughout my discernment.
I have been in the seminary for three years now, and I can honestly say that Mary has helped me the entire way. In our first year of formation we were asked to read St. Louis De Montfort’s True Devotion, and consecrate ourselves to Jesus through Mary. Knowing that the Blessed Mother is guiding my formation has given me considerable comfort. The seminary has been an intense time of prayer, study, and fraternity. Although there are moments of stress and anxiety, especially around midterms and finals, there is an underlying joy of being in the seminary. I attribute this happiness to listening to God’s will and staying faithful to my devotion to Mary.
Mary should be at the heart of every Catholics prayer life. Seminarians and priest should have a particular love for the Mother of God as nobody knows our Lord better than her. If the priest is another Christ, then it is essential that all priests have recourse to Mary just as Christ did. I recommend to anyone discerning a priestly vocation to foster a love of Mary. Finally, I leave you with this quote from St. Louis De Montfort, taken from True Devotion, “She is so full of love that no one who asks for her intercession is rejected, no matter how sinful he may be. The saints say that it has never been known since the world began that anyone had recourse to our Blessed Lady, with trust and perseverance, and was rejected.”
– Luke